[transam1972]

I have a career seminar on June 9th that may lead to something..thanks FS for your post..if only one person can put themselves in my shoes and perhaps understand how a person could loose it..but its getting down to the wire and I need a hat trick..I need to step back as I never meant to hurt anyones feelings and I know I have..my problems are no excuse..when a person is under the influence (right now I am with the pain meds,just not alchohol) you do things like logging on but I do not know what I am doing sometimes the other stuff gives you a kind of superiority complex( and my ego is big enough!!) so its a no win scenario..I have done enough damage..maybe even a few laughs..but I will stay out of the threads and no new threads...I do hope to post some new work pics but will stay off the keyboard until I can get the help I truly need thankyou though FS and I would like to again apologize for any hurtful comments, I am in a dark place and hope to find the light take care and all my best thank you transam1972