We prepare for this all whole life. When its sudden it's hard, as now I know. I'm finding so many many things she did in her daily volunteering that I didnt know,from friends. So warming I'm comforted in that. We actually-funeral director -are trying right now to get the doves released at the grave site if co is available Tuesday. She saw the ones released at friends funeral back in spring. She said I want that at my funeral. Didnt know. I'm ok right now just cleaned litter box,washed clothes,drying clothes. Trying keep busy. We live out in country woods all around. I was sitting out front under tree when friend stopped and gave me a hug. He lost his first wife similar, 2nd engaged died suddenly also.giving some insite. Thank you all. I'm still spinning .I'll look back at offers here when I can calm down a little. Thank you
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