I still cry when I talk about my wife ,Bobbie. However I think it helps me. The daily Grief Share
Emails really help me understand my feelings. Our favorite song is/was ' I Know I'll Never Find Another You' by the Seekers. The finality is hard. A waitress,we know personally , Friday night told me I cant believe she is gone. Some of her clothes I left hanging on a hall rack just as if she was getting ready for a function. I'm guilty of not sending 'Thank Yous' yet I just cant I know people need to be appreciated. I'll do it. The animals are feed, clothes washed,I'm eating-cooking,bill's are paid. It's getting a little easier. Psychologist im seeing told me there are some that set at home in a room. I'm trying to get into different socializing. I'm basically lonely at times . I pray and ask gods help to walk with all the time. If you ever need to talk, send me private message I'll be glad to talk. I'm not a psychologist. God Bless you and your family.
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