[NBF823]

I really should get one. It's a pretty bad enviroment around here. I window shop alot, even made a descision on what one to get a few times.

For me, it's a balance of fear. I know that if somthing should happen, I'll be sorry I don't have one. One the other hand, I don't want to be sorry I had one. My freind got hit with a bat about a year ago, I still don't know how I feel about that. He came out ok. But was it a bad thing I didn't have a gun, or a good thing? I guess that's thing about it. You have to make that descision, I try to avoid making that descision. One of these days when I have a few hundred not to spend and if the enviroment worsens I'll get one. Better to have a descision to make I guess. I hope to hell I never have to make that descision.